Quote Originally Posted by slipknotpsycho
and i dunno what your problem is dude, you're like a cool guy, i've always thought so... keep your chin up and keep trying... i never really had many gfs or relationships either, but i found my wife.... and as far as friends, i've said it before, i've never at any point in my life ever had more friends (not just good ones) that i couldn't count them on one hand.... if you lived near me i'd love to hang out with you all the time..
Quote Originally Posted by az666
just have to add...(sorry about the double post )
Oneironaut I agree with Slipknotpsycho on this, I have always thought you were a really cool guy. One of the most intelligent and thought provoking posters I have seen on here. Yeah it probably doesn't mean much in text on the internet...just thought id share my honest opinion of you. I think it's a shame you don't post as much as you once did as I really did enjoyed reading your posts....but hey thats up to you. I honestly hope things are better for you in the new year. I wish you the best of luck in the future dude.
Thanks guys. I have no problems making myself seem cool online, since I can articulate myself better in writing than I can speaking. I always feel awkward in social situations, especially around people I don't know, and part of my problem is probably that I don't put enough effort into going out and meeting people. I also tend not to be very talkative (I'm bad at small talk and often just don't know what to say), but I've been working on that and I think I'm getting better.

I've thought it over a bowl or two and I've come to the conclusion that I need a new outlook on life. I've been just moping around in sadness about the crap that I have to deal with when I really should be trying to improve my life instead. All I can do is keep trying I guess. If I fail, I fail, but I have no excuse to complain if I don't try.

P.S. The reason I haven't been posting much is because I've just been so damn busy lately what with my new job and all. Plus, I've been out of bud a lot lately and I don't like coming here when I'm weedless (but I got an ounce now and I think a steady connection so that shouldn't be a problem anymore).