I have to say this year has been up and down. There was a great uprising in solitude I've spent. I sware I had my first epiphany and many others to join it this year. I have become AWARE and have grown spiritually. Along with others in this thread, I too have not had luck with women. I just seem to look at it as if it isn't meant to be for me at this moment. I forget some quote or proverb but its something like....to walk thousands of miles begins with one step. So that's all we need to do, take that first step and many others to complete our journey...I hope i don't sound too much like a hippie. I am glad for one of many things though....that I have marijuana to help me and this website which i joined this year!! I know theres been low times and A LOT of HIGH times.....so I wait patiently to explore the next year and hope it will bring not only myself but everyone else a step closer to where we want and need to be! PEACE and LOVE!!!