Quote Originally Posted by Oneironaut
Thanks guys. I have no problems making myself seem cool online, since I can articulate myself better in writing than I can speaking. I always feel awkward in social situations, especially around people I don't know, and part of my problem is probably that I don't put enough effort into going out and meeting people. I also tend not to be very talkative (I'm bad at small talk and often just don't know what to say), but I've been working on that and I think I'm getting better.

I've thought it over a bowl or two and I've come to the conclusion that I need a new outlook on life. I've been just moping around in sadness about the crap that I have to deal with when I really should be trying to improve my life instead. All I can do is keep trying I guess. If I fail, I fail, but I have no excuse to complain if I don't try.

P.S. The reason I haven't been posting much is because I've just been so damn busy lately what with my new job and all. Plus, I've been out of bud a lot lately and I don't like coming here when I'm weedless (but I got an ounce now and I think a steady connection so that shouldn't be a problem anymore).
glad to hear it dude, you're too good of a person (well atleast from what i know online) to just give up on yourself.... the more and more you talk the more you remind me of ... me... i have those same problems, i really suck at small talk, infact i usually just end up sitting there in silence.. and i never really made much of an effort to go out... but there's not many places to go out (i live in a really small town...) if you're ever in SE texas, hit me up, even if it ain't to smoke or some shit, cuz i'd love to hang out with you...