i won't actually be getting any presents from anyone.... my own mother never really bought me anything.... and i feel bad because last year, i made it very well known i was tired of being forgotten, so this year (last year she bought my brother an xbox, a big ass stero, all kinds of games) he won't be getting anything either, i feel like it's my fault... i just get neglected by everyone.... my grandma told my wife she's probably going to end up giving me something for christmas, that she had already given to me... meaning when christmas day comes and it comes time for her to give me 'my gift' something she gave to me months ago she's gonna say "for your present you can keep <insert object>" .... bleh...