I myself have been looking for proof my entire life trying every religion out there is and finding hypocrites in all of them.

At the same time I have climbed Mt. Baker and looked across the Cascades towards Canada, breathed the air. saw these colors and beauty that made you feel like there is a God. I don't know how to explain it but the feeling was there. It is there when you hold your baby for the 1st time too there is this connection you feel with everything.

There is also all this new God gene research. I find it amazing that people that pray have this area of their brain and a gene that other people either don't have or have not developed yet. Maybe they will prove someday that God is within ourselves that we have the ability to find him if we look.

Maybe I don't know that is why I am agnostic I am still looking but I don't ever plan on just giving up.