During these "episodes" (which I'm not sure what they are), it would feel like I was going to go insane at any moment. And my thoughts flowed really fast, and I felt energized.

I got a new job = money = Cannabis.

I have Cannabis all the time now, which means I'm smoking every night.

Since I started doing this I haven't had an "episode".

*edit*

just for the record medical Marijuana is illegal here.