I have essentially become a medical user...

[EbelEyes]

I used to get this strange level of consciousness...

My thoughts would begin to race

I would feel energized

It felt like I was going insane, but I was perfectly normal.

These attacks in the beginning would be somewhat a rare occurance, and where not that long. Then they started happening more, and each one was more intense and longer than the last.

Then I got my new job, so I have Cannabis all the time.

Now they don't happen anymore...

EbelEyes Reviewed by EbelEyes on 12-23-2006. I have essentially become a medical user... I used to get this strange level of consciousness... My thoughts would begin to race I would feel energized It felt like I was going insane, but I was perfectly normal. These attacks in the beginning would be somewhat a rare occurance, and where not that long. Then they started happening more, and each one was more intense and longer than the last. Rating: 5

[BlueCat]

Ummm...I don't understand your post....were you having anxiety attacks? Are you saying you are a medical user now and that doesn't happen and what is your new job how is it you have cannabis all the time?

[EbelEyes]

During these "episodes" (which I'm not sure what they are), it would feel like I was going to go insane at any moment. And my thoughts flowed really fast, and I felt energized.

I got a new job = money = Cannabis.

I have Cannabis all the time now, which means I'm smoking every night.

Since I started doing this I haven't had an "episode".

*edit*

just for the record medical Marijuana is illegal here.

[birdgirl73]

What state do you live in, EbelEyes? Glad you can get it legally. And I'm glad it helps.

[BlueCat]

Well I am glad it is working for you.

So you are saying it helps you to slow down your thinking?

I am always interested to hear how marijuana helps others.

Its a good thing

[birdgirl73]

That would make a funny Saturday Night Live sketch--Martha Stewart discussing cananbis uses/applications/recipes, stoned out of her gourd. "Weed. It's a good thing."

[BlueCat]

HAHAHAHA that would be so funny...

I really like Martha Stewart.

[EbelEyes]

Correction birdgirl, I can't get it legally.

I'm in ND (its not that bad I guess, and no one talks like the movie "Fargo"" here lol), and its not a medical Marijuana state.

It prevents the "episodes" from happening completely.

As for the "slowing my thoughts down" part, that is helping with my depression. Cannabis allows me to really get into my head, and I wouldn't be the same without it.

Does anybody have any clue as to what might be wrong with me?

I'm off to take a shower, any input would be most appreciated.

I'll describe in full detail how my last "episode" went to give you a better picture.

[birdgirl73]

Sorry, Ebel, I was reading too quickly. I did think you'd said "legal," and I see clearly that you didn't. My apologies.

I'll be eager to read your descrition of your "episode." I've got to go take care of some chores, but I'll be back online later. You sure it wasn't anxiety or stress affecting you?

[orangeman]

Sounds like you're just finally accepting the effects of marijuana or something lol. Anyways I'm going to type the reply I had in mind when I read the title of this thread. I think of my self of half and half now with recreational and medical use. I use marijuana for pain now as I have noticed literally all my pains seem to go away when I'm high. Of course they come back when I sober up but when I just don't feel like feeling the pain or what ever that's going on with me any more I just smoke some marijuana. Also marijuana has helped me with my appetite. I usually can't even finish a full meal.