yea... dont worrie bros and siss its lost damn near all meaning to me to... i mean... it used to be, on chirstmas, or thanksgiving when my mom would have us kids(when we were with my mom for thanks giving, we would be at my dad for chirstmas, and vise versa... and when my mom had us for either one of those holidays... we would go down the street 2 houses for dinner and to open our presents... cause thats were santa went... so that he wouldnt have to stop at 2 houses for the same kids is what the family always told us.... and anyways, a few years ago... my grandpa passed away... and since then, there has just been a great big family fight basicaly, and the fights ending long enuf for some one to ask for monney from the other person... and then after the monney was givin to the person, the fight would be back on agin...

anyways... because of the family fighting... my mom has been draging me to her boyfriends familys houses for what ever holidays...

and then on top of that... my dad spends all of his chirstmas monney on my step sisters, and me and my sisters all end up with shit from the bargin bins, and dolllar stores... and maybe one good gift...

this year, im happy though... i was able to talk my mom out of making me go down to Oregon for chirstmas with my moms bf family...