I'm feeling better after some McDonalds, im going to smoke a bit and then watch the war at home and sleep. Sorry for yelling, saying shit, you know thats not me, but I was just really frustrated. I think if this ever happens again im going to see a shrink. It was the most overwhelming thing ever. God damn puberty/whatever else may cause wtf is going on.
AlwaysBlazed Reviewed by AlwaysBlazed on . im miserable and i dont know why today i was trying to tune my drums and all of the sudden, i snapped, i cant think straight, i actually thought about cutting myself and stopped myself after i found a sharp object, everything feels unreal, i feel like suicide is the only way but i would never kill myself.. i dont want to feel miserable anymore what do i do.. im not on any drugs right now.. it went from anger, to miserable... i feel anxious, i dont want to smoke weed to make it go away because this is more serious than ive ever Rating: 5