Shit i been pretty bad down too and suicide is definitely an option for me someday because to stop my depressed thoughts i said ill give it a try. ima have a great life or die having fun. get it? ima make money and have fun however i want and if i get arrested over this shit that i love ill end it smoking a huge blunt and flying out a plane. Weed is the adrenaline shot the doctor gives u to come back to life. Straight in the heart this chronic gots me through the worst of times. im 15. Roll a full peach optimo or philly grape if ur low on weed dont cut it just use a lil leaf or bacco and sit soemwhere silent and good. i liked to jump out my window and go sit in this chair completely private no police gonna ruin m life and actually in the street light this really tall tree looked like a huge bud with red hairs all over. Smoke that blunt in thirds and think and think the higher you get the better the thoughts and ur ready to face ur life.