I've never been a fan of people either. I somke alone 97.3% of the time. I can be very social if I'm in the right mood, but I'm to moody to be popular so I just end up being awkward. For example, one day I'll feel open and sociable and everyone loves me yay! Then the next day I'm kind of depressed and pretty much blow everyone off. The next day when I'm happy and social, every thinks it's awkward because the day before I was so dark and depressed. Oh well, thats life.