im sorry, but this sounds like ur going through the pain i have gone through way too many times, either that or im just wrong, here are the couple things i think:

1. ur in the friend zone, u guys r best friends, u dont think of it that way, but she does.... aka nothings happening, u wasted ur money on that shirt and time on that gift

2. id say fuck her when she gets here but i know thats not as easy as it sounds

ok now here im going to ramble on, prob say some harsh things, if u dont read this part o well w/e, these questions/comments/ur feedback will help me analyze the situation and help me figure out what you should do

have u ever had a gf?
if so how many?
how long?
wud u guys do?

u seem like a down to earth good kid, that neever works, girls like those guys as friends (me and maybe you) a lot of the time the girls u(any nice guy) like only like fucking dick shits

um theres a shit ton of other stuff but i got side tracked and im not smoking right now so i dont remember what those things were forget my post