My smokings out of hand now. I started about 3 years ago as a social thing at parties and shit, bad idea. Now i have atleast 5 a day....and my parents dont even fuckin know...if they did i would be fucking screwed. So when ever i get even a minute when im home alone....they first thing i do is crack out a cig. Since my parents are usually home, i dont get to have one when i want one, and i get awfull headaches from it.

Lastnight i actually got upset and got very concerned about my health....mainly because my left arm felt weird after a cig (which is usually a bad sign right?). Anyway...i said i wasnt going to smoke for a month. First thing the next morning i had a cig, i was so angry at myself. Oh well, just tellin my story about cigarettes.

Peace