You words really help- it makes me feel like I am not alone, when I hear someone who has been through childrearing successfully as a smoking and growing parent. You have the same attitude that I do, and your child has not suffered. I have had scary things happen while I am high, and you are right- instant sobriety! I always have strong maternal responses whenever my husband or my pets or even my students have issues, whether emotional or physical - I am a kind of take charge person anyway!

I imagine it would be fun to play with my kids if I had a little buzz. I love cuddling when I smoke- and these kids are going to need a lot of cuddling!
I can't wait-

I am so ready for this next chapter in my life. It is so mystical- who will these children be who are destined for us? :upsidedow