Well i have always felt a strong presence of things beyond what we see and hear in normal life and have always had vry strong faith. I now know that i must be here for a purpose but am still unclear on what it actually is. Maybe it was to bring my beautiful children into this world for another one of Gods purposes, i'm sure time will tell me soon enough. To strengthen my faith i have been involved in many unbelievable auto accidents on and off-road. All with no forms of safety devices. I'll give you one instance where i was traveling about 45-50 mph w/no seat belt in a vehicle with shaved bumpers so literally no safety protection at all. I't was a winter morning and i was trying to drive with fog/frost still on the windshield and came around a corner and when the sun hit the windshield i couldn't see a thing past the windshield. I drifted into the other lane and hit an astro van head on without hitting the brakes. A full speed impact with no brakes applied, no seatbelt, no bumpers. I finally came to a stop and crawled out the window and looked at pieces of my car strewn 50- yards down the road. All without a scratch on me. How is it that some people get into a minor fender bender and end up breaking thier neck or something and dying but many things like this has happened to me. Good thing must happen to good people i guess. The most recent non life threatinging thing was i lost my wedding ring for over a week turning the house upside down cleaning things meticulously and never found it. I asked the Lord to help me find the ring in which i the wed my wife in the Lords presence and ask and ye shall recieve i found it in the most unbelievable place. There are little things, signs in front of us everyday to those who dedicate their life to the Lord, so maybe a little faith is all anyone needs. Why question his existance when its your lack of faith that holds you back to what awaits for Gods children.