yeah man, ive read the most part of the post, and the only reason you lost your chance is becuase you kept her on the hook for a long fucking time, if you feel the urge to go for it, then yu just should of gone for it, you should of tried something like a whole plan to ask her out, used props or something....

i brought a guitar on a a day i was thinking i lied this girl, aafter band pratice and all, adn she was like oh will you play a few songs for me. ia greed, anded in me playing a few good songs, then i made a silly improvision asking her out and she didnt let me finnish the song without her saying yes...

girls suck only whenyou dont have the balls to do anyhting about that.