god damn man you piss me off. i had the same situation as you and i waited too long and she fell for another guy. this was my first relationship i dont really try with women cause it always turns out the same with me.

we had a friendship then i found out she liked me and we had a great thing for months like we were dating but we werent, i was afraid to ask her out even though she called me everynight and told me she loved me all the time before hanging up.

then one day she decided to throw it away for some guy she knew for a month and dumped 2 weeks after going out with him for another guy who dumped her and hurt her bad and she moved from guy to guy making out with random guys she hardly knows and then going back to the guy who dumped her whos shes still with now.

(thats when i realised shes just one of those girls that dosent have a father and will accept love from any guy who gives it to her and when they use her for sexual favors and stuff like that it fucks her up in the head more then she already is, so i feel bad for her but its what she chose for her life, and shell regret it when shes knocked up and the guy ditches her just like her father did to her mother.)

i was heartbroken and depressed for a long ass time it still bothers me today thinking back on it, i really loved this girl and thought i could make her life better for her by taking her away from the guys who just try to get in her pants. im was a nice guy.

i got over it by ignoring her and realizing theirs no such thing as lovem i should just be like the guys that just want sex and no relationships with that kind of mentality i got my first handjob but then the chick i was with stoped talking to me for a month and went back to college and i found out she was sucking some guy off a week after i was with her so my luck sucks. the only girls that like me are fucked up in the head and psycho bitch whores.

im staying single and the only love intrest i need is mary jane

sorry for being so long but i got a little carried away in my sleep deprived state and just wanted to show you what happens when you wait to long