Been better but ehh, what a summary of my life at present. Mostly i'm happy, but i don't consider it 'true' happyness. I'm just drifting by trying not to get too depressed. My best friend left the college i'm at so i'm a loner sometimes now at like breaks and shit. I haven't had a g/f in a long time, i keep getting rejected. I fear rejection so much and it kills my confidence. I've been trying to work on it. Some times i just get really down and lonely. Mary jane has helped me so much i can never repay her. I just don't see a bright future on the horizon, then again i can't predict the future. I know i'll have to overcome my fear of rejection if i'm going to progress. There's some hot girls at my new work which i'm gonna try it on with so i'll see how that goes. Other then that my life is good, i have a job, going to college, i have friends, my health, my 360. It could be a lot better but it could be a lot worse.