Not a midlife crisis just need a change because all my life I have moved around and lived the life of a nomad and ganja seemed to fit in well with my lifestyle.
Now I'm kinda bored with being stoned and I guess I am looking for some new kinda kick.

The thing I would hate to do is fade away I would much rather go with a bang, I don't feel old but I don't really want to get to another 20 years from now, I would rather be dead by then.

The urge to buy uzis and head for a war zone is becoming stronger.