If I were your mom, I'd rather have you toking than drinking. It is a matter of risk reduction- one can kill you, the other won't! You are getting sloppy about your toking, though. I have toked for 40 years and have never been arrested. My mom never caught me, and yes, I toked at home. Taking a break for a month or so won't hurt you. In fact, it will just get rid of whatever tollerance you have built up and increase your (eventual) toking pleasure. Just take a break. To be honest, I expect you will abstain for 2 weeks, tops. Psychological cravings, peer pressure or a really bad day will usually win out over the best intentions. But in the meantime, skip the booze! It really makes you stupid- you act stupid when you're drunk and it kills brain cells, not injures, kills! As in gone forever, brain cells do not easily get replaced! Alcohol brings out aggression or depression, makes you look older in a bad way- wrinkles, broken blood vessels in your face, etc, and kills your liver, the main organ for getting rid of poisons in your body. And hangovers are your body's way of telling you not to poison yourself like that again! Don't abuse alcohol! If you MUST get high, stick to pot! - Granny:stoned: