Matt- Do not mess with nicotine- when you least expect it, she will have your ass! I've had to quit smoking twice because I thought I could pick up one or two after not smoking for 10 years. It wasn't long before I started buying packs- save that money for weed. Prioritize dear.
I know it is hard to tough out the dry times- I was out for the past two weeks and just now got some- I will smoke some in your honor - why don't you just sit there and breathe deeply several times, and imagine the smoke, imagine the taste, and now imagine the relaxing feeling in your shoulders, relax your whole body......... the mind is a powerful thing!