Quote Originally Posted by kindprincess
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ok, first, i find out that my little dog who just had puppies has pnuemonia. we tooke her to the vet on sat...she died overnite... we buried her sunday eve.

today, i find one of my big dogs dead in the yard. he's 13 years old, we knew he was gonna go this year, but it's too late to bury him tonite. so my brother and i are taking shifts, keeping our other dogs from chewing on him...

i come inside and my brother tells me there's a fire in my room.... we run to the bedroom and find it filled with smoke to the point that you can't see in there at all.

well, it was just the ballast shorting. however, i have no hps now, my plants are wilted and dead looking, as are my clones and moms....

can someone please shoot me? i'm scared of guns or i'd do it myself. it's days like these that make me want to take all of my pills at the same time...

sorry guys, but i'm crying right now, i've no one to talk to, my babies are dead, and i think my plants are too...

i'm gonna go cry some more.
dam that really sucks i know how it feels when u lose a pet after when u have had it for a long time its hard to let go and u feel if u lost a member of your family...and you basicly did. you can cry on my shoulders and as of the plants that sucks too guess its been a bad week huh? but hey who said there isnt a doggie haven? your dogs might be up there in a better place hope you feel better