KP- I am so sorry to hear about your loss - animals are little angels in our lives, if only they could be with us forever. I lost my beloved dog over a year ago after he'd been my closest friend for 16 years, so I know how hard it is- grief just means you have the capacity to love deeply, and that is a gift. The grow room disaster is just the last straw; I don't know why bad things seem to come in threes! What a rotten week you are having-

The law of nature is to balance itself, so while you are on the downswing, it always feels hopeless- but when it swings back up, you will smile again.
I know that is small comfort when you are in the middle of the painful time!

I'm sending you thoughts of comfort---------------------------------------