awww im so sorry hun 8hugs* I hope you feel better. Maybe you should go and do something for yourself this weekend. Im completely the opposite Im kinda mean, well i come across taht way sometimes. I don't deal with peoples petty dramas and all that game bullshit. they can all go get herpes for all I care. But anyway, yeah go and do something for yourself an maybe just spend a day thinking about how your gonna change your situation.