His loss. I know it probably hurts alot and nothing can heal pain better than a few drinks, lots of good food and time.
You can't control how he feels, that hurts, I know.
You're a great girl, you have to know it too. Its too bad he doesnt see it in you, that doesn't mean its not true.
I'm going to say it again, totally his loss. You did all you could do but in the end it was his choice, a bad choice I must say.
I hope you feel better and don't let this getyou down too much alright?