Aww, don't feel bad. If he couldn't see you for you, then he probably wasn't worth the time.

I know a girl that's kind of like you, too. She's always either a buddy to someone or just an ear to lend. Only I think she chooses to be like that for fear of getting hurt...something like that anyways. But I do feel for you b/c it can't be easy never gettin' any LOVE.

All I can suggest is that you surround yourself with new faces so you're not still just a smoking buddy to all your other friends. Time will do its thing and heal your heart, so keep your head up and move on down the road. Forget about him.

The sea is large, and there are PLENTY of fish. Some fishermen(and women) wait years and years before they land the catch of the year. PATIENCE.

Much love. ~