RIP P.L.

[rebgirl420]

awwww hun *hugs* Im so sorry.

[Abattoir Dream]

man, its hard to lose someone like that at first, a few of my friends arent here no more, but instead of feelin shit about it, just pray for them, im not religious, but thats what i do, and i find it helps hugely.. after all, if i died, i'd want someone to pray for me, whether its a muslim prayer, jewish, christian, whatever, its all the same thing...

[dryst]

oh pl was a human..... was his name peter limpdick?
i kid i kid, sry
i cant say that i feel for ya because i honestly dont. people dying doesnt affect me emotionally, even if theyre close to me. my grandma died in 2004 and all i could do was laugh at her wake, needless to say they threw me out

obviously death does effect u...especially if u were laughing at ur grandmothers funeral...maybe someone will repay the favor in the future...i pretty emotionless also, but out of respect i dont laugh at dead bodies, besides it sounds kinda creepy...

[PaRaNoIa]

obviously death does effect u...especially if u were laughing at ur grandmothers funeral...maybe someone will repay the favor in the future...i pretty emotionless also, but out of respect i dont laugh at dead bodies, besides it sounds kinda creepy...

I laughed at a funeral.. NOT because I thought it was funny.. I just started laughing.. Then crying..

[Inferius]

Overall a strange thread.

Death makes me want to embrace my time spent with life.
And the living.

Just take it one step at the time I guess...

R.I.P. human being.

[AlwaysBlazed]

I don't know, it made me numb, I was down but not really down or depressed like that you know? It didn't really hit me right away. The more I thought about it the more it kind of went through me like, he's not here anymore. I still have his number in my phone. He was so full of life, and then it's like he just dissapeared. It's hard to think about. I still remember the last time I talked to him, and thinking about it's like wow you just talk like it's nothing and you're gonna see each other in a few days or whatever, and then he's not there. Everytime I pass his house, everytime someone mentions something about it, anything associated with him that triggers my mind, it just goes through my head. I don't know if I could ever let go.

Thats the same way I feel. I spoke to him on aim before he went to sleep, he never woke up. He goes to boarding school now and we were talkin about how hes coming to visit in a little bit for the vacation. When I first heard it I didn't really feel anything because I was so sure it wasn't true, I spoke to him the night before it happened and there was no way he was dead.

Also, I am pretty infuriated about the rumors that people are spreading and I really don't know what I will do if I hear somebody say coke overdose one more time. Why would a kid who never did drugs and had no interest in doing drugs decide to do a shitload of coke on a school night. Plus, I know he was playing with garage band and not going out or anything.

[munkjunkie]

Sorry 4 your loss Blazed,ive never lost someone close to me but when my dogs died i found it so hard,they were the same age as me and they were there my whole life,like family.

[lagstronaut]

hey man, please define "normal"

you are fucked.

[Phire210]

AlwaysBlazed-

I'm really sorry to hear about your loss man. There's nothing like the impact of somebody you are friends with or related to in some way all of a sudden not being here anymore. The thought of never being able to see someone you care about or talk to them again is hard to grasp and understand. Death is permanent. A little over a year ago, my best friends 2 year-old sister drown in their pool when she walked outside to play and nobody saw her go out. I still haven't completely recovered from that and I think that it will always be tucked away somewhere, and anytime I think of her will resurface. I have dreams about the last time I saw her and the day it happened every once in a while. The bottom line is that it takes time to heal, and I think I speak for nearly everyone here when I say we're here for you if you need anything brother. Hope you're alright man.

- Isaac

[dark0ne]

sorry to hear about your friend blazed. High school can be rough, i can't imagine the crap people are making up. Just as long as you know in your head that he was a good guy, thats all that matters. screw the rest they don't understand.

rip P.L.