Oh man, that's so sad and I feel for you Stinky. Those are tough choices to have to make but you are obviously a smart & strong woman so I am sure you are making the correct one. My thoughts and my prayers will be with you as you walk through this. (yes, I do pray & meditate). I'm sure you already know that the hurt will pass...it feels like crap today but it won't always be that way. You will have much happiness ahead of you & the person meant for you may be just around the bend.

Don't hold back the tears...it's good for the soul to embrace the pain and recognize our frail humanity.