Sorry to hear that, Stinky. Our oldest daughter had that happen when she was your age. The guy was ok, but they didn't have that chemistry for a family future and they split.
She just got married a couple of weeks ago to a young man (10 years younger) that she's been with for the last six years or so. Your partner will come along, I'm sure.

Meanwhile my best regards, hoping you get feeling good-great soon.

Shov