It's always hard to say goodbye and it's even harder to let go. I'm not going to say that I'm sorry for what you are going through because what you are going through is going to lead you to who you are going to be. It's a natural fact that in order to find our prince/princess we have to kiss some toads (and sometimes we love those toads!) but what's most important is what we glean from each relationship, whether at the commencement, in the middle or at its' end. I know that trust isn't easily earned and that to find someone who you can truly trust is a rarity, but you have to trust the fact that as long as you are following your heart you will be led in the right direction. Contradict your heart and you will be torn in two. The road that leads to bliss/peace/nirvana or whatever you choose to call it is different for each person, but the end result, bliss/peace/nirvana, is the same for all of us. Keep focused on whatever it is that truly makes you happy whatever form that happiness takes, (this is what I call 'gathering sparks') and I guarantee that those sparks will lead you to wherever you're meant to be and to whomever you're meant to be with. I hope this helps.

Shit, just read about what he did to you. Don't let him steal your sparks too! Call on the Karma police to arrest the jerk! Peace!