Sad news... in case anyone wants to hear my misery...
Last night my dear boyfriend, who I love very much, and I finally called it quits after living together for more than 2 years.

It was a sweet love story too... we met at Okemo ski resort in Vermont while he was working there as a snow-maker and I was skipping work to ski the first day of the season.

He had the absolute worst pickup line that I had ever EVER heard... "How do you like the snow? I made it. Wanna share a lift?" And it worked.

He is the person responsible for changing my attittude towards the Herb from "I don't mind it but don't use it" to appreciating the value it has for helping me with my anxiety.

And when I started my garden, it was he who was always there doing the electrical wiring and making sure it was to state code.

But he has always been terrible with money and would rather lie about hard issues, or get in his truck and drive away and go drink beers, than just talk about them... It's breaking my heart to see him go but I need to take care of my own future.

I think everyone eventually comes to a time in his or her life where you're in a relationship and you start asking yourself, "sure my partner is a sweet person but can I see myself married to them? Or having a family together?" And I'm kind of starting to feel my age and ask those questions... and as much as I tell myself that he could change, and grow, and be the man I want.. I don't want to have to force it. And it has already been so long that -well- it's been long enough to expect SOME light at the end of the tunnel.

So that's it. I can't afford to be with someone whose honesty and loyalty even are doubtful, especially with the garden and having so much to lose- my entire life savings is tied up in my home, and the State could seize it if anything ever happened.

I guess it's kind of a sad fairy tale for anyone who is considering growing any more than about a small closet of plants, too. I'm afraid I am going to be alone for a LOOOONG time before I find someone I can really trust.

So Jeff, this one's for you. I'll miss ya, big guy.
stinkyattic Reviewed by stinkyattic on . Well that's the end of that. I want to cry. Sad news... in case anyone wants to hear my misery... Last night my dear boyfriend, who I love very much, and I finally called it quits after living together for more than 2 years. It was a sweet love story too... we met at Okemo ski resort in Vermont while he was working there as a snow-maker and I was skipping work to ski the first day of the season. He had the absolute worst pickup line that I had ever EVER heard... "How do you like the snow? I made it. Wanna share a lift?" And it Rating: 5