I have been on Paxil since I was 13. I'm going to be 17 in 5 days. Well, anyway, on with my story. When I first started heavily smoking pot, I used to get these amazing highs, you know, since I was a beginner. Anyway, I've been a daily smoker for the whole year, so my tolerance is high, and I smoke grade-a marijuana now, so I still get high everyday, but no more of those vibrant highs.

Well, I used to have panic attacks, that's why I was on anti-depressants. That, and because my life sucked at the time (my dad died at the time, and was battling cancer, before that). Anyway, ever since smoking weed, I felt I didn't need my anti depressants, but I was afraid to come off of them, because even missing one dose of paxil, gives you terrible withdraw side effects. Anyway, I kept on taking my pills because that's what I had been doing for so long, and I was afraid of a life without them (afraid my panic attacks would return).

Anyway, Sunday was the last pill in the bottle, and I haven't had it refilled yet. I'm going through withdraw right now. Mainly having weird shocks, and deja vu like sensations every time I'm walking, as well as occasional stomach cramps, and occasional excessive salvation (sp).

Anyway, this morning, I was starting to feel real emotions. Not numbness. I felt alive, it felt strange, so I smoked my last bowl of Sour Diesel until I get more hopefully tonight. I got so much higher, and I'm blazed right now, because I decided to write about this experience before I forget it.

I'm getting my meds refilled today, because if I continue not taking them, I'll have three weeks of complete hell, but what I am going to do in the near future, is go to the doctor, and have her ween me off of it. I mean, I didn't have weed when I was prescribed paxil. Now that I have weed, and other drugs to make me feel amazing, as well as feeling amazing just being sober, I really don't need to rely on this fucking stupid pill every morning.

Peace,
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horror business Reviewed by horror business on . Better High once coming off of Anti Depressants I have been on Paxil since I was 13. I'm going to be 17 in 5 days. Well, anyway, on with my story. When I first started heavily smoking pot, I used to get these amazing highs, you know, since I was a beginner. Anyway, I've been a daily smoker for the whole year, so my tolerance is high, and I smoke grade-a marijuana now, so I still get high everyday, but no more of those vibrant highs. Well, I used to have panic attacks, that's why I was on anti-depressants. That, and because my life sucked Rating: 5