Quote Originally Posted by Dro_Princess
I understand that completly. People know the public me but thats because they never really cared to want to know the real me. I keep alot of things unsaid in my life and I get on the internet and vent about it on here or when I chat online. There is no use for me to say things to people when they piss me off or are doing something I find annoying or just wrong, because Im like invisible or something. At family gathers Ill be talking to someone and then al of a sudden people are talking over me and interupting me so I just give up.

Alot of people who "know" me would say that Im the funny one who makes people laugh and that Im so nice and caring blah blah blah. I use my humor to hide everything else that is going to shit in my life. Ill be telling someone about something that is bothering me and they never hear a word of it, they usually interupt me with some stupid thing like OMG guess what happened to me today. I want to say who gives a fuck I thought we were talking about something Im haveing a problem with. But I dont I polietly let them finish and listen to them. By the time there done talking they want to get off the phone or they have to leave.

I would say the only person who knows the real me is my husband. He is the only one who actually listens to me and sees all the bullshit I put up with. He actually cares about me and my feelings, not what he can gain from me. Im the family doormat and thats because I allow it. For some reason I let them run over me. Maybe its because I hate drama, or the fact that I hate hurting people feelings. Im just too nice I guess.
You and me are on the same boat but of course when someone interupts during a conversation or just leaves, I remember it and get revenge on them later even if its just a little thing like ignoring them when they talk. It makes me feel better and thats all that matters.
No more Mrs. Nicegal