If you were reading someone else's post of them saying this, I'm sure you could analyze them, probably better than I could. You're very intelligent.

But it's easier to see other peoples problems than it is your own. Easier to separate yourself from your own ego and think logically when it doesn't relate to your own insecurities or motives. Right now, you're not separating yourself from your ego. You're in the thick of it.

Somehow, you previously got it into your head that you aren't as good, as perfect, as lovable and fascinating as others. That you were less.
But you're NOT. YOU ARE JUST AS FUNNY, INTELLIGENT, BEAUTIFUL, LOVABLE, and any other positive characteristic of humanity as ANYONE else.
It might take a while for you to accept this, to break the patterns of thought in your mind that reinforce that first perception of negativity.
But once you have that confidence, people WILL remember you. Once you feel secure in who you are, when you embrace what you've always been (see capital words above), People will cherish your existence, your soul, your love. And you will find it easier to do the same for them.

You need to learn to watch yourself think. Every time you see yourself react to a situation in a self-defeating, un-confident way, Pause. Realize, that reaction, that subconscious part of you that made that reaction into an unfavorable one, is WRONG. Instead of thinking about how badly you might acted, realize how WONDERFUL you were. If you do this more and more, your perception of the world, and primarily of yourself, will change. And you will distinctly notice this. KEEP doing this.

The longer you do it, the better you will be at it. Strive to constantly improve upon your perception of what is truly perfection.


I remember you.