Quote Originally Posted by Inferius
Fikus get some self-esteem. Loving others is quite easy if you love yourself.

Think about it.
It's true that I have very low self esteem. I know I have a lot I should be proud and a whole bunch of redeeming qualities of but I still feel like such a loser sometimes. I look around and I see I have all these people that are attracted to me even though I'm not attracted to myself which gives me this wierd perspective on people. I mean, I've gotten good at playing the whole social game and shit but I just cant help but harbor this deep cynical view of everone I meet. I feel like Hamlet. I'm kind of depressed (although I really have no reason to be) and harbor this cynical attitude towrads people and tend to question my very existance more than is probably normal, but in then end, I don't want to die, I dont want to be unhappy. I just want to be remembered. If you read the last scene of the play, when Hamlet dies, his final wish is for Horatio to spread his story around. That's all I really want, is for people to remember me. And to be happy. And to be able to understand exactly what I was just trying to say ...