I don't think anyone is more special than another, fikusroot. We all have our gifts, and talents, but those are not what defines a man, imo. Success is measured by happiness, and what you derive your happiness from counts.

You're intelligent, seemingly friendly, your mind is above average, yet you are as everyone else...human. We all have faults, and sometimes those faults are blessings in disguise. They push us to better ourselves, they teach us, and allow us to grow into who/what we want to be, and be known for.

You're not an asshole from what I can see, and you do have Love for humanity, as I saw that in your new religion thread. I don't think you're as lost as you feel, you're just not satisfied, which is a very common thing, man.

Don't be so hard on yourself...


Love,