Ok, I started on my handle of Captian Morgan's I was saving for this weekend abd feel a little better. But dont you people think its sick how much some people get while others get shit? I mean, I'm rich as fuck but I'm still not happy. Ive never had to do anything for myself. All I do is sit around, write shitty music that nobody really likes and get high. I suck. And then you have the people who come from the shitpools in the middle of nowhere who foster this notion that sounding like a dumbass is cool. And you've got people who think that by letting everyone know how rightous they are, they will become righous. They all suck. I suck. We all suck. The reality is life sucks, no matter who you are. I guess I just need to make the best of it but to do that, I'm going to need some stronger weed.