is the depressed feeling normal?

[wayoftheleaf]

WHen I am alone is when I am paranoid. Ill hear whispers that aren't there. But not words? Its like just something carried on the wind I guess is the only way to describe it. Like there are thousands upon thousands of creatures lurking just out of sight. Talking just loud enough that You know they are talking. But you can't understand what they are saying.

They told us not to believe everything you see on TV, but I heard somewhere that the movie "A Beautiful Mind" is one of the best representations of schitzophrenia out there. And he had the same(or near the same, hard to remember, i could be completely off)symptoms as what you described.

And once again I say this to everyone, THIS IS NOT A RECENT THING. IT HAS HAPPENED ALL MY LIFE. I agree teenage horomones and growth could enhance it, but IT IS NOT A NEW THING.

[wayoftheleaf]

Okay I have some more symptoms I just remembered and stuff.

When I was little, often obsession came with the depression. This still happens.

When I was little I fould focos on something. Like try to make a particular person happy an entire week. And stuff like that. And my life would focus completly on this task. And if i hadn't done good i'd cry myself to sleep. General stuff like that.

[TheSmokingMonkey]

sounds like you might have a psychiatric condition unrelated to your cannabis use. might want to have a word with your doctor about it and try out some (gasp) pharmaceuticals or other herbal remedies for it.

[TheSmokingMonkey]

And yes your symptoms could be consistent with a number of things, including schizophrenia and obsessive-compulsive disorder (OCD), but who knows for sure? The best way is to see a doctor for a referral to a psychiatrist who could give you a diagnostic work-up.

[Matt the Funk]

I know what you are talking about. See a doctor. It could get bad.

[fasts102376]

i fell u all.. i suffer from manic depression myself it got so bad i had to go to the nut house.. they had me in there for a week all doped up intill they found the right meds. i could'nt sleep i allways felt like something bad was going to happen afraid that i was going to kill somebody it was crazy felling. what i learned in there there just felling they will come and go.. when u have them just say to yourself it will pass. they have me on 30ml of paxil and 100ml of trazedone to help me sleep. i still have them felling every now in then but u just have to relax when they come... hope everybody gets better i know it sucks to fell that way.. i'v been on them meds for 10 years now..

[ju99al0b0mb3r]

Ive noticed it doesnt happen as much since I started smoking but it still happens.

After I finish reading or watching a movie that moves me in a great way(emotionaly or intellectually)I just have this incredible fear that I'll never experience something that good again. It is really hard to explain. I'll feel incredibly depressed for any given amount of time. Its been days, weeks, and months.

And also I'll obsess about unimportant things. Like yesterday i scrubbed one part of my floor for about five minutes. And I just kept doing it over and over then i I realized what I was doing. Ill obsess about a book series or a game. And usually I'll stay depressed until I find a new thing to obsess about. Despite the post name I KNOW this isn't normal. What should I do about it?

dude i feel you on that one

i got the same shit

it sucks