Terrible dillemma the more you get the more you need or if you wants some more you need more. It's a farce I hate money. My mum had very little bringing me and my brother up but I had the best childhood, cos she protected us from alll her worries about money. Looking back i can see it must have been hard for her and that it wasn't all good for her.

I'd rather be how I am now than have to do a job that i despise (previously graphic design student, yuk, or take away food shop assistant yuk yuk) or am ashamed of. I'm at uni and my husband doesn't earn much but we are lucky enough to have a really good family and live where we live. I am so looking forward to doing a job I love.

I nkow this might not help or make you feel any better but you made me feel better

you will feel better after a good sleep.