its paranoid dis-beliefs, i think, too many drugs Xtc/whizz/weed cause it,
im seriously paranoid these days, ive let my mind take control,
once upon a time, i used to use music to make me think of something
else, but its got worse these last 5 years, what ever i think, i think is
really true, its got to the point where im scared to even leave the house lol
unless im fucked up on something or another, but ive stopped just recently
even the weed, to see if i get better, its sending me mentol, honest.

im sure the drugs have caused this problem, i never used to give
a shit about the outside world, its not like im afraid of humans eithers :/

i mean, wtf else is out there 2b scared of? lol