normal people: orangeman, don't think, just do. be a part of their system.

tokinasianguy: orangeman, these questions are hard to answer, and i'm still in the process of dicovering these answers, but what i've picked up along the way is, life goes by so damn quickly, and i'm wasting my time trying to figure out how to live my life, when i should just live it. At this point in my life, i feel that if i were to die, my body would rot, although my soul or the essence of my being will join a collective consciousness that comprises of all the essence of life that once existed. This collective consciousness could also be labelled as God, although it does not resembled God in the traditional sense. The idea is that this collective consciousness is an all knowing entity that influences the universe in ways we can't even imagine and it has been in existence as long as this universe has been born.

happiness appears to us in many forms and is completely circumstantial, but i understand what you're after. true happiness, a smug content feeling, no worries inthe world kinda deal right? yeah i'm after that too. but how does one acquire happiness? i have my ideas, but i don't want to bore you dude.

These internal thoughts can drive a person crazy. they loop in our minds and manifest themselves into other questions we can't answer but attempt to anyway, which is how people end up stalling their lives or partly like me, realise that life in this day and age is almost not worth living. almost.