Was it all a dream?

[DLEEZN]

i think exactly what you think..but stuff more crazy .. like what if the world really isnt what it is...is it just what i see it as? is it just a stupid test? why does everything happen the way it does..why do we have vision, why do we have brains...just endless unanswerable questions...

[SkatePopwar]

haha bro i know exactly what you mean btw im maddd baked ha!:dance:

[MacWQ33]

Its actually rather simple...stop smoking for a while shithead!...

Smoking everyday keeps the mind in a haze, and even though it is usually an anti-depressant, a common side-effect from heavy use is depression/anxiety.

I know what you mean...and I've been there...so trust me, if you stop smoking, your thoughts will stop...Can't you just stop for a while you friggin crackhead?

It doesn't make you crazy, but it can make you think you're going crazy.

(Yes, I'm being comical...but its serious information....listen to it!)

[Skink]

everything in moderation!!! don't abuse or U loose...

[thcbongman]

Man I miss the past. I am not sure about anything anymore. I occasionally talk to people that used to be real cool with me. My thoughts are blurred because my memory is just messed up and I do believe marijuana is responsible for it. But the point is even though I'm 16 where do I go from here? How far will I go and when will I stop? When I'm facing death what comes after that? Anything at all, will our brains just shut down and it's a empty blackness? Even though we won't know if we don't exist or not how are we sure what will go on? Will we dream forever after we pass away? I mean I'm thinking about all the stuff that used to happen. It's just a blur but it's still there. What happened to all the good times..have anyone else's life been really good in the past and just go to shit and never to be repaired? Just sitting here really has me thinking..is this just what we classify as a "dream"? Who am I really...Why does it seem like I'm just a human just witnessing everything around me go to hell, time passing by living by one string that can easily be snipped? Sorry about my rambling but I'm not sure about anything anymore. I just can't understand how something that was so good just disappear into the past. Why does it seem like I will never find eternal happiness?

You think too much, putting yourself in a perspective you'll never reach until you face death. You never going to find happiness if you don't seek it. The good times roll as we slowly decay into non-existance. Enjoy it while you are still young and healthy. Stop thinking and do it. Whether it's taking a break from weed, wooing a beautiful girl, whatever you desire, you should seek. You can have everything in the world, and you can never buy that time back. Therefore you are equal to everyone else. Why waste it in such a trance?

[TokinAsianGuy]

normal people: orangeman, don't think, just do. be a part of their system.

tokinasianguy: orangeman, these questions are hard to answer, and i'm still in the process of dicovering these answers, but what i've picked up along the way is, life goes by so damn quickly, and i'm wasting my time trying to figure out how to live my life, when i should just live it. At this point in my life, i feel that if i were to die, my body would rot, although my soul or the essence of my being will join a collective consciousness that comprises of all the essence of life that once existed. This collective consciousness could also be labelled as God, although it does not resembled God in the traditional sense. The idea is that this collective consciousness is an all knowing entity that influences the universe in ways we can't even imagine and it has been in existence as long as this universe has been born.

happiness appears to us in many forms and is completely circumstantial, but i understand what you're after. true happiness, a smug content feeling, no worries inthe world kinda deal right? yeah i'm after that too. but how does one acquire happiness? i have my ideas, but i don't want to bore you dude.

These internal thoughts can drive a person crazy. they loop in our minds and manifest themselves into other questions we can't answer but attempt to anyway, which is how people end up stalling their lives or partly like me, realise that life in this day and age is almost not worth living. almost.

[JR77]

Orangeman, you and me are a lot alike...Don't worry, you're not going insane. Try not to over-analyze everything because then you WILL go insane! I don't know WHAT the meaning of life is...I think about it all the time. I just try to go with the flow...don't know if that helps...PEACE!!!

[afghooey]

I don't think your problem lies with weed, I think the problem (just like any potential happiness) lies within yourself.

For the longest time I was obsessed with death. Not the physical pain of dying, which I was also afraid of, but what comes after -- the thought of non-existence is something that's difficult to wrap one's head around, in fact it's impossible for us to fully concieve because we don't not-exist. I think people therefore create a preconcieved idea and emotion for death, the 'empty blackness' that you mentioned. But think about it, man. If what happens when we die is that we no longer exist, it's not as if we're suddenly smothered under an inescapable darkness forever. When you're alive, you need light to percieve dark, and dark to percieve light. When you're dead, you percieve neither, because you simply aren't there.

I know it's a frightening concept, not being here... and in a way we do create reality. What would light be if it never touched our eyes? What would sound be if it never touched our ears? What would anything be if it was never pondered by our brains? When you die, this simantical world that we've built... this universe of words and symbols will simply no longer be viewed as such by you. But that's nothing to fear at all, because the world of words and symbols we have built, our senses, our concepts of future and past, are all Maya -- they are an illusion. The past was never here, it's only ever been now. The future will never come, it will only ever be now. Material possessions, your house, your cat, your own body; they're not objects, but events. Your memories, like everything we percieve, are echoes of reality, but they too only exist in the present, nothing 'fades away' into the past, just like you won't 'fade away' into blackness when you die. The event that is 'you' simply shifts to another state of being.

That probably comes off as a lot to digest, but you seem like an intelligent person, so I don't doubt that if you keep seeking answers, you'll find them in good time.

Happy trails.

[SkatePopwar]

yeah..you cant create or destroy energy. everythign around us is energy, even us! to say we cease to exist when we die is rediculous...

[orangeman]

Its actually rather simple...stop smoking for a while shithead!...

Smoking everyday keeps the mind in a haze, and even though it is usually an anti-depressant, a common side-effect from heavy use is depression/anxiety.

I know what you mean...and I've been there...so trust me, if you stop smoking, your thoughts will stop...Can't you just stop for a while you friggin crackhead?

It doesn't make you crazy, but it can make you think you're going crazy.

(Yes, I'm being comical...but its serious information....listen to it!)

LOL this post made me laugh. And yeah I realize what I have to do...I have to stop...maybe next year, it'll be my new years resolution. But as for now...c'mon, ffs Christmas is almost here! I can't stop now lol!!!