life is what you make it. try not to concentrate on the negative. pot is not giving you these negative thoughts, but it does make you think deeper thoughts about what you were already thinking, sometimes making things seem more extreme than they really should be. I smoke atleast 10 grams of chronic homegrown daily and I stay positive and get my shit done. You're 16...get a car... get a job... get a girl...make yourself happy. Then again, weed effects everyone different, some in good ways some in bad, you may just not be able to handle it and keep your life balanced. If so, definatley ease off the ganja (never thought I would ever say that hahaha). But occasional use is almost always good. I hope I helped you out and I hope this reply doesnt reflect how damn high I am right now.......peace......