Quote Originally Posted by SkatePopwar
you gotta realise, sobriety is still a cool state to be in, its nice..being high is great too, but its all equal! nah mean? haha, peace bro
I wish that was so. But being sober is so boring and my mind only stays on one thing. At first I could notice my mind being calm when I'm sober but now it's just as rushy when I'm sober as when I am high. And me being high makes me more normal. I feel like I actually am apart of what I'm doing, when I'm sober I just feel like an outcast even though I get so much love. I really think I'm facing depression but if this is the case I've been facing it since 13... I really don't think its a mind state for me and sometimes I wish my mind could be how I am when I'm high, sober..without the strange feelings 24/7 you get when you're high though of course lol. The weirdness, I could go without. I'd like it to last for just as long as it does..only about 4 hours or so.