All I know is I really feel like I'm going insane. I keep trying to stop thinking about death and all the negativity around me but it's just not working. It feels like maybe all this I'm doing is just a perception, but it's really all mines. Like this is my world and when I shut down it shuts down. I usually think what I am doing my mind is creating and everyone and everything is what I have created. It's strange and I dunno how to explain it. I think I should lay off the Juana .
orangeman Reviewed by orangeman on . Was it all a dream? Man I miss the past. I am not sure about anything anymore. I occasionally talk to people that used to be real cool with me. My thoughts are blurred because my memory is just messed up and I do believe marijuana is responsible for it. But the point is even though I'm 16 where do I go from here? How far will I go and when will I stop? When I'm facing death what comes after that? Anything at all, will our brains just shut down and it's a empty blackness? Even though we won't know if we don't exist Rating: 5