hey man i know the exact feeling...i'm 18 (was 17 during the summer) and a sr. in high scool right now and this past summer was one of the worst summers of my life (i also am an athlete and get good grades). The very first day of summer one of my buds threw a class party to celebrate us being seniors n watnot (yeah yeah stupid ass high school shit lol). Well that got busted and me being a dumbass didn't run and got an underage drinking and had to take a class. I also got stripped of my captain spot on the football team and had to sit one game (would have been three if i didn't turn myslef in). Needless to say, the rents were disappointed and lost some trust but i didn't get grounded at all. Then about halfway through summer my friend left rolling papers at my house and my dad found them and started confronting me and shit and i ended up just telling him i've smoked weed but it's not a usual thing (little white lie lol), so he grounded me for 2 weeks for my friends papers...which was bullshit but w/e...then if things couldn't get any worse me and my friends were lookin to get some bud and this dude we were talkin to took a seat in my friends car and all of the sudden a cop pulled up and the dude through all of his drugs in the glove compartment...intense interogation and all this bullshit happened and my dad had to come pick me up and once again lost more trust...the summer just ended up being shity...i still found ways to drink and smoke but just limited it alot more and took my punishments like a man...tough times suck but if you can get passed them everything will be fine...just gotta keep on keepin' on, life's a garden, dig it.