Geezuz, if you think you have problems now with a high school love affair that might end after graduation, wait until you grow up and really fall in love. You do not have a clue as to what real love is yet, all you have is high school hormonal love and that aint the real thing.
Busted and on probation for a half a bowl? You either fucked yourself by copping out in court, or you got railroaded by a shitty public defender. Either way a half a bowl was foolish to have out in public if you know the man can get you for possesion.
It may seem cold now, but in 25 years when you look back on it, you will see what I meant. I remember my 1st probation officer, he was a nice guy that let me get away with murder.