yeah man i envy you. friends are a funny thing. i went to one high school freshman year and i was real close with a group of like 4 fellas that got me into smoking. they taught me all about it, it was like a south park relationship kinda. when i think back to it ha it seems like we all had our own personality and roles kinda but we worked. then i got busted and had to go to another high school for the remainder of high school (3 years) and i still see a lot of those people i hung out with in the 2nd high school but i dont feel as close with them as i ever was fresh year. now the weird thing is that the 2nd school people ive known forever so youd think id like them more but i dont. anyways im in college now (junior college) and while i still see those people and i love hanging with them specially one guy ive known since like 6th grade and i think he feels closer to me than i feel closer to him ya know? but its like i still think i long for friends that i can just give them a call and just hang out maybe smoke some herb and just get lit and watch tv or something. unfortunatly my buddies are always asking me "what are we doing now??" and im always having to pick up his girlfriend and shit which i dont mind it just gets old ya know?

anyways im rambling sorry, so i envy you man, i hope i can really find some friends i can really connect with hopefully in college. so yeah im done haha.