Quote Originally Posted by demonangel2_uk
I have suffered badly from bad dipression ever since i was a teen. I started smokeing cannabis when i was 14 and still do to this day i am now 32 and it is the best thing for dipresion i have found. I ugot to a stage once were i was actually hurting myself a lot by punching my self in the face, punching walls even headbuting walls when i got relly bad. Cannabis stoped me doing anything like this. I even used to think about killing myself very often but cannabis stoped me thinking like this.When i smoke i can get on just like everyone els. Which makes me mad that its not legal. I wouldnt take any of the govermental created drugs perscribed by drs or hospitals as everyone i know who taken perscribed drugs all suffer with bad after afects. Cannabis keeps me sane & i know for a fact if it wernt for cannabis i most likly would have topped myself a long time ago.


LEGALIZE CANNABIS EVERYWERE NOW.

demonangel :rasta:
I am having all those problems right now. I constantly feel like there is no point to life and that i should end it now. the only thing holding me back is hurting my family and slowly that is starting to matter less. My parents are having me see a psychiatrist but the first appointment was going to be today and the fuckhead called in sick. When i smoke though, i feel alot better. i dont wanna die when i smoke and I'm not as "numb" as when im sober. i know smoking can have problems later on so i have a vaporizer. did you do nething that helped? actions, other thoughts, etc. If i keep myself busy like online forums and video games i dont think about it. Once i have a few minutes of time though.... I have been at the "hurting" stage since Jr. high (Im 17 now).

ALSO, if you guys could post prescription drugs that helped depression and ones that didnt/made it worse. I dont want to have to try one of the many meds and start having even more thoughts of suicide or nething like that.