I go for very long walks. Helps put prospective on loads of things. Its amazing what some fresh air can actually do. Arround here it is very hard to get any smoke for about 7 months now. If you do get some your very lucky. It used to be abundant. You could get if when ever you wanted but now you end up having to travel fair distances to get just a little amount. Wish i could aford to move to Amsterdam all my worries would be over. Plus i here there are a lot of jobs there if only you can get there in the first place. No jobs at all around my area of the uk i been out of work for just over 12 months apart from a week & 4 days with an agency which also ads to my depresion even more. Havnt been as bad as this since high school years. But at least i manage to get some smoke to keep me going even if i have to travel and pay a lot more than i would here. Legalizing is the only way forward.

demonangel :rasta: